I wish I had the courage to ask you out on a date.
I sit here, nearly 3am and all I can think of is your warm smile and gentle eyes. Wanting to have your head against my chest, body wrapped in mine.
I know you’ll not agree as your life is too busy. Just once, I want to relieve you of the commotion you deal with daily.
It’s not possible, but if I could beat impossibility – it would be for you.
You’re so deserving of a break in chaos, even if you may disagree. I see you differently. Perhaps it’s the glow of attraction that’s been sugarcoating your flaws.
Maybe it’s that I’ve finally seen past your tough exterior, to the gentle soul behind tough words and anger.
It’s a flaw of mine that I’ve always searched for the good in people. Yet this flaw has allowed me to experience such happiness, in the strangest forms.
You grant me happiness, even with the way you’re never here.. I appreciate your honesty.
And I want to return the favour.
I want to show you that someone cares, selflessly.
And that person, is me.